nothing

Nothing is really happening, just like all the other previous years it seems. Time is moving forward, but I don't feel like I'm progressing. What I'm studying isn't going to help me at all for the real world. I'm still here, on a Saturday night, unable to sleep, sitting in front of the computer, doing nothing. I need to catch up with German, I need to figure out if I need to take the GRE. I really really want a boyfriend because I am lonely and tired of disappointment. And I hope this time it will work out. Sigh.