Gah!

Well Blaubeuren is over! Huzzah! And I definitely partied too much last night. Beer plus whiskey plus vodka definitely does not mix. I was incredibly sick this morning: wake up, puke, pass out, repeat. It was not fun, I've never had such a bad hangover (der Kater) in my life. And so I therefore resolve not to drink any more hard liquor while in Germany.
Something almost happened with the "older gent", but he ran away before anything significant happened. I was pretty upset last night about it but I was very intoxicated and I guess he was being a gentleman. I was all panicked that he thought I was disgusting or ugly. I don't know why I like him, I guess it's the same reason I like Johnny Depp and Hugh Jackman and Dr House, older men are sexy to me.

Gah! I'm also having a hard time deciding whether to take the extra class or not. It's with another teacher and meets 2 times a week in the evenings and is homework/reading/writing intensive. So far I've happily skated on by with whatever reserves of German that have been lingering in the back of my brain. I haven't really studied, the last big test I drank>studied and got 100 percent. The coordinator basically said you take this class or you have a life. I will only get 3 credits for it at NAU so I don't know if it would be worth the stress. I initially said I wasn't interested but afterward my teacher came up to me and asked me why I didn't raise my hand to say I wanted to. I told her I would wait to see what my midterm grade was and would think about it. I should, but I don't want to. I like being lazy. But then it will be difficult to go back to NAU this fall without having made myself really do anything at all.

Well tomorrow I am going to Munich to see the sights and relax. The "older gent" has not been on skype at all today and so I guess he is avoiding me. Alas, I will see him sooner or later in class on Tuesday hopefully it's not all awkward. I would hate for that to happen because I got drunk and silly, we're friends now and hopefully that won't be destroyed. Ugh FML.